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[26 Jun 2004|03:32pm] |
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squeeeee!
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[18 Jun 2004|07:47pm] |
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i love you.
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[18 Feb 2004|08:31pm] |
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im awesome.
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[08 Jan 2004|08:28pm] |
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lots on the pending.
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[30 Dec 2003|05:20pm] |
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there are some people out there...ahem. who try to bond and connect to everyone...i was thinking about it...and i dont try to bond with someone unless i know there is something there...thats why i come across the way i do. if there is potential...i accept you. if not..then i dont? but not in a rude way...usually? anyways, i try to bond with few...instead of many because only a few people really truely matter. while everyone else is still there and you can have a million friends! only very few really matter. and thats who i try for and work hard for.
them...and the proud partners and sponsers of this years summer olympics in athens.
honk honk! your ska!
skank your way right to lockjaw.
want a quote from me?
the reverend with teach you pieces of your heart. with ability...and dreams.
i wish i still wrote =/
i will never grow tired of these 50 degree chills in december. go green house. go memories. go heart. go all fallen friends. go eternity. together stars. we are captian planet.
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[30 Dec 2003|04:15pm] |
if you want to be happy...get a girlfriend like janine.
randy..we'll make it, we're gorgeous. and you know..forget what people see. i mean really. it is stupid of me to put so much on other peoples opinions about us, because you're sort of right..they dont know? and like...i dont really care if they know or not. because i know you are the best boyfriend in the world. and any problem we have we can fix. and i love you more than anyone.
=)
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[20 Dec 2003|07:11pm] |
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so yeah...i think i may have found a place...but of course janine hate it....for good reason i suppose...but those types of things dont bother me. lol. no details on that are need at all.
went to the mall again last night...to houlihans. this time was actually more fun than the last. and me and liz got more money out of the fountains than last time. i got like...almost 3 bucks in quarters...but there was a security guard who was all "i wouldnt do that" and he told us to throw it back...so liz threw her handful back...and i threw like 2 quarters...they were quarters! i couldnt just toss them back.
oh joe. what a fella. so lame...and cant drive. and he's really into stephanie. which is sad. =(
eh...then we went to the grind...although i've only been there twice...i dont like it. at all. and i wouldnt mind never going back.
then uh...after all that. joe dropped me amber and liz off at ambers car...and we went home. me and liz fell asleep immediately i think. and i have no idea what amber did. i feel asleep with a beanie on. which is bad because i woke up super hot and my hair all sweaty and gross.
i wasnt pleased.
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[20 Dec 2003|11:38am] |
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ugh.!?
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[18 Dec 2003|05:53pm] |
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dep...number 9
i look up to the stars and wonder where you might be.
wow amber is being exceptionally rude today.
dont tell anyone...but i started smoking again...erg. but i stopped...an hour ago. no more.
beat me if i do okay?
i've been looking for a roommate pretty hot and heavy.
uh...just lemme say "cult house" so when i look back on this someday i will remember it...cult house.
my wrist hurts...i think i have carpal tunnel =/
oh! tomorrow is another christmas party for where i work...this one is number 3 in the last week?
freaks! the lot of them!
so at work i was being retarded like always and i was making people tell me about what tv shows and cartoons they would watch as kids...and out of them all "speed racer" topped the charts. oh yay.
hey joe! please talk to me.
aw...i love you guys.
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left over peach soda.
left over dominos pizza.
no sign or story of the doctor.
...dont you know i miss you?
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[13 Dec 2003|06:27pm] |
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ugh. i should really update more.
last night was ok i guess.
i only worked half a day friday...just cause i wanted to
i got home sometime like...noon or after i dont really remember
me and amber was all yay roller skating!
i got some dye and dyed my hair...then me and amber thought it would be an alright idea to dye jupiters hair too? so we did i put like...a star on her left side and a lightening bolt on the middle of her back with a circle around it...because i really couldnt think of anything too gnarly. and maybe she would look hardcore then...but it didnt really turn out too well...i mean its all blueish and not exactly how its supposed to look.
then we went to the hospital because my older sister had a baby thursday and that...so we went to visit her but she was being released and that and was going home so we left.
we went to burgerking in villa ridge to meet up with liz. got her then we went to houlihans at the galleria to meet with stephanie at uh...6:30ish. so we did that. but like...she wanted to have this special waiter guy which was ok i guess...but like ive been hungry all day and hadnt eaten anything so i was kinda bitchy about just getting a table. mostly because we waited a freaking hour inside of the place just so phillip could be our waiter? i was starving at noon.
so we sat around there for a really long ass time...i think we left the place at like...eh...11ish? i dont really know. as we were leaving me and liz got into the one of the fountain lake type things that was in the mall and we took money...she got almost 2 bucks worth. then we went to the grind...which is a mediocre coffee joint...i think its supposed to be a whole lot cooler than what it was...considering there was a lot of hype behind it. i played a game of pool with phillip who had gotten off of work at met up with us there. then i was sooooo bored. and i was kinda starting to get pretty tired...i played a racecar game a couple times...then i was ready to go. but no one else was i guess...plus i was feeling bad for liz who had to be at work at 7 and its like...2 a.m and we were still like an hour away from home. i stood outside the place for like...20 minutes talking to janine on the phone. she said she had a good time but didnt get me a tshirt. i was super sad about that. =(
when we came home it was gay...i wasnt tired really anymore but i was bored. so i went to sleep i think.
woke up around noon or so today...and like...did nothing alllllllllllllllll day because its snowing. and amber didnt go to work because of the same reason.
me and her was mega hungry earlier so we called up dominos and ordered 3 medium pizzas. i think me and her combined ate like...9 pieces out of the 24? i think. i think one medium would have sufficed. that was kind of funny to me.
ew janine is out to a show with a boy...just him and her and that kinda makes me jealous a bit. its gay.
ugh! im soooooo bored. its still snowing too.
me and amber was playing nintendo but i keep winning. and we only play dr. mario and tetris....and i'd rather play other games if im going to play at all.
oh...we stopped because staphanie called...and she immediately got up and went into her room...for like...the past 30 minutes. which is ok i guess...but i mean we was doing something...but yeah i guess her friend did call and maybe they had important stuff to talk about i dunno? its ok though...i just flicked the light about a million times to annoy her.
im a dick.
on the way home last night from the grind me and amber discussed how im a dick sometimes...but i honestly dont try to be and i think she understands that...but im not sure anyone else does.
eh...im gonna go play yahoo graffiti with kristin now =/
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[09 Dec 2003|11:19pm] |
maybe i cant complain about how im treated.
maybe there is no reason or excuse.
i just dont like it.
you wouldnt either.
if i show that im caring and understanding...and i'll work for the greater good...no matter the outcome...then why would i be treated like a dog?
things are hard...when someone wants to be happy and wants you to make them happy. and you wanna be happy too. but even if you try to do whatever it takes...and whatever you can for the other person...you still get called names...still get told to shut up and go away.
i just want things to be better.
i want things to be wonderful again.
i dont want to feel like im losing.
i really dont understand mood swings.
and i dont understand how asking a question can turn into a boxing match.
i dont understand how things go from sweet to sour...within an hour.
i guess i dont understand a lot of things.
i guess i dont know the perfect way of doing things.
but im willing to try...with new resolve.
i just want to know...that if im willing to do anything...that i can atleast not get shoved out in the cold.
but maybe its deserving...yeah...im sure it is.
ew...i dont even know what im saying anymore.
i just...want things to be ok. thats all.
please oh please
lets make things ok?
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[07 Dec 2003|05:52pm] |
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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[29 Nov 2003|08:11pm] |
randeh says:
if im not great
randeh says:
or in the eyes of more than just a handful of people
randeh says:
i dont think im happy
brad says:
if you can't be happy with yourself
brad says:
what makes you think you'll be happy with a room full of people who adore you?
randeh says:
it will make me happy
brad says:
well i dunno
brad says:
but..
brad says:
im gonna go
brad says:
'cause im on the phone
randeh says:
alright.
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[29 Nov 2003|06:51pm] |
physicality is my new favorite word.
if it is even a word at all.
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[24 Nov 2003|09:21pm] |
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i want comments on every single one of those.
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[24 Nov 2003|09:04pm] |
oh jeez.
charlotte gives me a thing...and i run with it...i totally didnt know i had that many.
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